bs;

screw off go back to where you belong.
the grass is greener over at your side
keep rolling

hellogoodbye

; today is a bad day

I'm starting to have regrets. here's my situation
i hit the mark, i do my penalty. only thing is that i
did my penalty too late , get my flow?.

plans for the next 8 weeks/2 months.

1. Germany, from 11-26 June.
2. Canada, from 6-22 July
3. Holland from 1- 18 august.

whispers '' hello i miss you quite terribly''

ice ice baby

; lets connect.

7 down 5 to go.

you know they say '' one chance only dont wait till its all over and you'll start having regrets''
yes i agree, totally.

i know i'll start having regrets in 3 post to come.


truth is ; i dont learn from my mistakes i let it happen again and again and./.

wtf is wrong

vollebak beyond

stine paints a picture on the upwind

he then shows me on the downwind.

On the corner of main street
Just tryin' to keep it in line
You say you wanna move on and
You say I'm falling behind

Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?

I never really gave up on
Breakin' out of this two-star town
I got the green light
I got a little fight
I'm gonna turn this thing around

The good old days, the honest man;
The restless heart, the Promised Land
A subtle kiss that no one sees;
A broken wrist and a big trapeze

The teenage queen, the loaded gun;
The drop dead dream, the Chosen One
A southern drawl, a world unseen;
A city wall and a trampoline

good morning sunshine!.

yes life's been a little too harsh on me, sailing 14/16 days
passion my soul baby. yes i could get all boozed up and
enjoy the hols. i'm not gonna do that, heads up high
im fighting, you bet i am.

i'm enjoying this solitary experience.

read my mind

went giant supermarket here's what i came back with;

1. groceries, tons of nutritious stuff that angela recommended

2. luck opportunity and time. fancy meeting

'' stranger ''friend'' female mate ''

now how does that sound?. shermalicious for you!.

guys if you want perfection and proportion
go nsc . she wont be there for too long.

think straight, dont be childish eh

bus stop gf

As I walk through the valley
of the shadow of LA
The footsteps that were next to me
have gone their separate ways
I've seen enough now
to know that beautiful things
don't always stay that way
I've done enough now
to know this beautiful place
isn't everything they say


Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered
I'm delivered


solve my mystery only one person can,
i'm sorry its you.

info.com
er. she likes cycling, midnight cycling

so whats the approach now eh?

OMG. its hellava time here dude
thanks 'k' for making my day
it brings back the old good days'

lets not talk shall we?,

signal fire

things i want to do ( if there's time )

1. cycle from home to bukit timah

2. do 25km/h on my bike for an hour.

3. do a trail with justin wong.

4. buy a helmet

5. buy cycling top

6. buy cycling gloves

7. buy a speedometer

8. cycling with rach around xing jia por.( singapore ) chill one la.

if theres time theres no money
if theres money theres no time.

this is gonna be one hellava cycling season.

plans and plans

no more dreaming no more planning.
white soft sand that wont even heat up
a mild breeze that is good enough to
block the heat, waves perfect for
skimming, music smooth enough
for some groove. a smell so addictive
and familar. lastly,baileys to go along,
i'm sane.

bored

i cant wait for season three to be out dammit.
ha south park's real gay.

today was awfully fun, lactic in my arms.
ha im such a weirdo.
oh btw i like the shirt you wore today.

'' sherm'' just sounds all weird now.
what happened to sherman?.

plans for the week.

monday, gym - weights and circuit. 3km run

tuesday. geog test, kk hospital

wednesday, s.s test 29er with suzzie

thurs, 29er with suzzie,

friday, pack boats to raffles marina.



current state;
violent meltdown

i'm in a i wanna slash myself kind of mood right now, yes i've gotten all emo and worthless now
but i cant stop this feeling, dont worry i'm gutless so yes im still here and not bleeding or whatever.
one day, one day. im gonna just let go, no more thinking , no more dreading. i talk alot and think even
more but the point is, i dont put things into action and i'm hellava indecisive person, to think that
the person typing this down actually got into ssps hall of fame. guts? i;ve got none. if i carry on
this post you ppl will know too much about me. let me remain mysterious and lacklustre guy.
the one that pefers cycling alone on amber road to hanging out at town. the one that enjoys
lonely bus rides . yes emo

happy tired'

1. why i still like staying in the hostel in school.

2.okay here's a good one.what happens when your ipod cracks on you?
say '' baby pls''. it worked for me at least.

3. i still dont know why i just cant click the damn mouse
when it scrolls over something,.

4.your hurting me pretty badly, godlike.

as plain as it can be.

thought of the day;
'' if you've got no money to check into a hotel, use your friend's house instead''!!!.

i cant believe i finished the whole season one of prison break today.
time to sleep, i'll hit the pedals in 8.45hrs.

life is plain.
geog and s.s next week.

you want to know how to make your life more interesting?
go to jov's blog.

Meet Me By The Water

Would you please meet me by the water, baby
We'll have a really good time
Would you please meet me by the water, baby
'Cause I can't get you off of my mind

I've been thinking everyday about you
Don't fit anywhere into my life, but that's okay
'Cause I think I might be right for you
And because of that, I'm not scared at all
And everyone says I'm crazy
And everyone says I'm a fool
Would you meet me by the water tonight
'Cause I'm ready to break all the rules

i've got one shot to make all this right.
i'm ready to break all the rules tonight,
will you?

okay funky. time to hit the books,
till dawn. i need a sexy song to keep me awake.

woke up 15mins before school started today, english lesson was as
usual interesting. got back chinese compo and i passed, didnt
expect that though. chem was productive, super.

followed the boys to hostel area to chill out, found out that
4 of them got suspended, meanwhile some sec one girls
provided entertainment , it was hilarious eh.

physio for an hour and a half, fell asleep with the heat
pack on. 168 back home. watched prison break, last three episodes.

pretty is fine, pretty+rebellious is pretty Darn fine.

the edge

physio tmro
3km+core on sat
two sessions with suzzie this weekend
monday chem
tuesday math
wednesday s.s
following wed geog
following thursday P.E

throw me whatever,
this aint nothing but a summer jam
we're gonna party as much as we can,
tonight ladies wearing prada skirts real tight
temperature is rising real high in the heat of the night
midnight party dont stop until the moonlight

oooo.

is it time?

is it time to get down to work?. mm next week
chemistry to kick start everything. i studied s.s
just and i'm gonna do soccer in a while. the
weather's been crazy lately, global warmshit and all.


okay. One week and thats it, seven days only.

moderate hopeless temptation and
joyflow melody, ha. you dont get what
i mean do you/

story of my life

prison break is addictive.

saying your name is kinda difficult isnt it?.

heh mum speaks in a lingo of a teenager, how cool's that

'' damn sick ah''

late winter

I'M GONNA DO 25 CHIN UPS FOR YOU BY OCTOBER 8TH.

beause beautiful is hard to find
and i got a long way to go.

how to start ?.

sorty fo my elif, d

yesterday was such a blast, soccer at the cage lunch at kfc
followed by heeren paragon wheelock ben's house dinner
at cine bk and esplanade. it was andrewandi for the night
cause everyone had to go back t sweet ole home, we talked
about probability and the stuff that goes around it. i fell
asleep for 15 mins while talking to him , left esplanade
at 1040, reached home at 1150 woke up with a headache
guess what i drank last night

homesworks suchs as chores

they say dare to dream
follow your heart

i say get real, it takes two hands to clap.

i live a life full of regrets.
just added one 40 seconds ago after reading something.

uhhah.

i wrecked my brain trying to send you a msg. wtf of me.

ookay i'm gonna be quite busy for the next three days.

sunday-
1. Fendi passing me his spex form,- 8.45am
2.cycle to nsc and cycle back after trng, 7.15pm
3.meet mum at tampines mall. sign vondafone broadband. 8pm
4. English homework online before 11.45pm

monday-
1. Meet the guys at kallang mrt (9am)
2. walk to the cage (9.15)
3.lunch with them, (12.45 - 1.40)
4.meet justin wong at newurbanmale (2-2.20)
5. follow aaron to crumpler after that, (2.40 - 3)
6. meet her at novena (3-5ish?)
7.take the train home, wash up and nap for an hour. (6-7)
8.dinner at home ( 7.15- 8)
9.supper with sonia ( 10?), not confirmed.
10. home sweet home ( hopefully before 12am)

tuesday-
1.lunch with dadmum ( 12-1pm)
2.cycle to cousin's house for gym ( 2-4pm)
3.giant supermarket with dadmum ( 5-6pm)
4. school ( 6.40)
5. Funfair with aaronfaris ( 7.20- 8.00)
6.dinner with them (8.20-9)
7. back to school (before 930)

ghandi, dont say i got no social life.

i wrecked my brain trying to send you a msg. wtf of me.

i miss

• running in the 200m event in primary sch
• a sleek wire2wire
• the gold rush at asian games
• reaching windward hoist in 20 over knots at nz.

whyme

I TRIED.


I LOST.



(inset)
mum's heels + my haivanas,

reality pls

this could be a story
this could be a final lie.

i dont need this happy ending

okay this sucks, it fucking does. i only got 2 hours of sleep last night.
let me explain, dont jump to any conclusion yourself.

doctor gave me flu medicine, cough mixture and asthma pills to pop.
flu medicine and cough mixture made me really giddy its those
that are meant to make you sleep kind. so yes i was really tired
after taking them but what i forgotten was that the asthma pills
kicks start your heart beat. just like asthma inhalers they make
your heart beat much faster and your unable to calm it down.

so there i was feeling freakin' giddy and tired . my heart
was pumping 115 beats average a min while lying on my bed
forcing me to stay awake. so i slept at 3am and woke up at 5am.
been up forever since. i hate it when i'm ill and arent sailing
especially on weekends when time is aplenty and i left my books
in school. planned my trng log. cleaned my room, read 70 pages
of mind games, played psp. smsed suzzie. 98.7fm for 8 hours.

good ole

sherm is dying
sherm is living
sherm is high!

i beg

i find it hard to catch my breath when im walking already
i wonder how am i gonna hoist that damn spin tmro for f's sake.
its fatal and harzardous doing something i love isnt it?.
results for lung test three weeks ago. - 52 %
it sure feels like 20-35 % now. i'm gasping

history, now, forever ;
you got me thinking about you
goodbye stranger friend.
a journey to be cherished.
i will whisper your name on my last breath,

what the!

holiday in US from 29 nov - 2nd jan?!. wth.

roar roaR!. imma bomb the plane miss wee!.

its not the scar its the story.

puta-man. i've fallen.ill.

there aint no bounce back no more shite.

this retarded lame-ness got me thinking.

sexy eh

i am fast, bloody fast. ok i'm out of point.

ha whats with me looking like i'm drunk?
blame the sun not me, ok i'm feeling the
muscle limitations now, not being able
to go full stretch, must be '' delayed muscle
soreness''.. hmmm sounds familar jov?.

eh i need cycling partners now, its too
dangerous cycling by myself on the road.
hitting that 41km/h mark flooring the
panaracer rubber ooh it feels so good eh.

if one wants to die then go ahead
dont tell me your sad life story.
its falling on deaf ears i'm sure.

school tmro another week of horror
will see if i can pull through.

i repeat, down under seems too good
an opportunity to be missed.

stranger friend you got me
thinking about you right now.

cardio machine

oh pls dont mention nose dive; right thigh screwed up.

its another one of those '' i live by the moment'' day.
lactic took its ground today, it toyed me around
and me at its mercy once again, my arms no longer
feel the pain that is being felt right now.

ha i've taken a liking for justin timberlakes's
' what goes around comes around '. the lyrics
are kinda catchy eh, all about karma la!.

if there is one thing to do, it'll be the one thing
that i loved doing.


kill my emo-ness pls
schnitzel; i aint gay,eh

oh so soon?

1. darn it stop the clock right now dammit.

2. $80 bucks on books, i need sponsors

3. i had a conversation with my arms the other day
i realised that they were too slow in reaction and
lacked explosiveness. and they arent long enough.

4. "" by 20 years old your lungs will be as good as plastic''

5. debate was goodshite today, enjoyed it tons

6. own or get owned

7. major module

8. school meltdown

9. darn she's hot-looking eh

10. a pretty face is nothing compared to ..

11. ok i better sleep now.

my thoughts on friday the 13th.

this aint my thing.

sailing at its best, sailed 420 today got alive and started breathing.
being able to control the boat is a skill , being able to control it better
than anyone else is joy; i found myself screaming on the port reach
today when the 13-15 knot gust hit and immediately the spin
powered up i couldnt take it b'cos its been so long since i felt
the pain on fingers trying to hold on to the spin sheet. and it
comes to a state where pain isnt physical and is just a state of mind.
o i'm not gonna start talking about my obession with pain .;

okay we've got a tv in the hostel now so we can watch champions
league matches. the funny part was smuggling the darn 26'
into the hostel, ha, and the bubble tea turned classical teh pik.

granny 's leaving for malaysia on saturday morning, dad's leaving
for japan on saturday night and mum leaving for bangkok on
sunday morning. i'm leaving for sports school on sunday night

some music will inspire. your hand is the one i want to hold

friday the 13th, 8days time.
come what may.
under the starlight she whispers sweet nothings.


















i'm thinking of taking my bike out for a ride, i need a cycling partner
so anyone here free? if you are then msg me.

shag not.

420 for an hour and 29ered for 4 hours, so shag.
again my back pain is starting to come back.
tell me how not to make is worse?, where in 29er
i gotta freaking up/down the spin and i got to use
the back muscles especially. physio tmro, confirm g-g.

it was father and son's day today. mum and bro went
over to cousin's place for a swim. dad brought me
to guardian to buy a back support for me, with
two metal pieces at the back to prevent bad posture.
now i gotta wear it everywhere i go.

I finally got a bike , i love it cause it one hellva machine
and its pretty darn fast too!. introducing GT avalanche 1.0
2007 model and i havent seen anyone riding it on the road

Derailer : shimano LX
suspension : sun tours ( can adjust )
Tired : Panaracer
Rims : damn good
Lights : front and back cateye

actually my budget was 400 plus got i wanted a cheap
one then i save up some money to zhng it. then dad said
to get a good bike so we ended up buying something more ex
hmm the price? you go guess la. its a high end GT bike but
compared to brands more established like trek it is only average.

603 sent msges in 7 days, i'm screwed.
dont msg me unless impt, sorry about tt.

fle ; xoxo. 12 days

ho

if you die then i'll be alone.
what happened to our plan?.

hbdty!.

happy birthday yiqing! finally 16 now.
haha dammit everyone is older than me,

and, i cant thank you enough for
the bubbleteas you've bought for me!.

thks! and have fun on your special day!.

i got killed.

i didnt over train, i just screwed things up.
this year, it has been a sports science approach for me .
frankly i didnt see this coming, and i say again.
i didnt over train ; i had recover and rest in my trng program.

eh acute and not chronic!

dammit

i cant view my blog. something's wrong.

storm

well it stormed quite bad last night so lets
hope that the wind wouldnt be too strong
for sailing 29er today, i got cuts already.

i'm tired this morning, as of 7.14am.

i.am.tired.

2 months?, its alright i've got
no social life anyway.

13 april.

watch already!

last day of racing tmro, its gonna be exciting
hobies all very close, so winner takes it all.

420s got jov and pris fighting, haha it'll
be nice to watch, hopefully there'll be some
match racing tactics displayed. stine and i
will be on coach boat watching.

ha! finally i've gotten my new harness
its pretty darn good!. its super comfy
and it definitely protects your lower back
unlike most harnesses. cant wait to try it tmro!.

one more race to go, you know you did everything
you could. just go out there and do what
you do best, sailing. the results aint impt.
you worked harder than everyone and u know it
best yourself. superior mental toughness!.

its a sad day. as of 11.55pm

eh dont waste time!.

wasted 7 hours today. the wind is not doing
anything good, hopefully it will be freshy
tmro. i'll just die wishing actually..

i found out today ; some have it really
easy and some have it bloody tough.
i think i belong to the bloody tough.

ha, i would like my name to be - Takiro allen.
think its freaking cool.

mixed up

had almost all sorts of wind strength
from 2-11 knots..whats missing now
is 15-25 knots. plus swells. heh.

the trend now is old school style!.

u drunk or sober? i ask.

whats the point?

cos i was born to tell you i love you.

for the light hearted lovers out there;

rachel yamagata,

5 days

i promise to hit the gym either on fridays or sundays
after youth championship. gotta get stronger now
felt weak since asian games . i aint your stick man, miss.

fit.fast.precision.consistency.pressure. i dare you.


Your horribly Beautiful :

lazy

after much thinking and consideration

second life pls

after sailing with machine man for 15 months
i can only say one thing, stine's a downwind artist'.

ha life sucks, so i'm going to create another one.

www.secondlife.com, its kinda cool hopefully
it isnt as hopeless as first life.

saturday night fever

dinner wasnt too good, didnt have my fill of
carbo and meat but the company was great!.

training again in 12 hours time, i'm still trying
to find a time to catch music and lyrics. well
it seems now that i actually wont have time unless
i cancel monday night's mosaic. perhaps not.

hmm to try or not to try?. i try not for the time -
being. reason = lack of guts / no balls. since when?.
mum asked about you 6 weeks ago and cousin
cheryl talked about you over dinner last friday
at that expensive jap buffet. it wont matter anyway.

dad bought me a printer/scanner/fax machine.
it cost only $89 from the IT fair at suntec.
god knows when was the last time he bought
something for me, but still i greatly appreciate it.


she loved me, i was a bad boy.,
i'm a good boy. she loves me no more

way back into love

i want to watch
heard that its great!
fine. i've got no time

random sunday

bloody new blogger, i could only log in after
7 attempts. my back is cracking up on me
again, gotta get physio-fied first thing tmro.

and now i know why people cam whore,
its not b'cos they are ''testing'' their new
camera or whatever they call it.
its because they want to find the nicest
angle for their face when taking pictures.
so they spam 50 shots around their face,
so next time someone ask 'em to take a picture
they know their stuff so just angle face
properly use the same smile.

And i would never want to take pictures
with these people b'cos every shot is the
same even though memory in camera is
free, they are still wasting it. jerk out*

someone said that i;m a very extreme fella
and i cant agree more, i like super light
winds like 2-3 knots or 20-30 knots.

first period tmro chinese.gayness.
getting back test results, not looking forward.
miss wee, yes i'm going to school tmro
there ain't much to do at home anyway

If one thinks he cant, he probably wont.

one must dare and challenge himself.

eh cockster.

i lost 1/8 of my social circle thanks to you.

you freak me not enough?

thks

whore.

chinese roar

a mad mad week for a sleepy soul, who let the
rain down?. averaging 5 hours of sleep a day.

sports science is rather interesting actually
been reading up on nutrition and it amazes
me how much we speed up our muscle
recovery just on nutrition itself.

chinese test today, first section 16/20
should have been full marks but i changed
the answers last min, AF. walked out
of class on tuesday, last section for chinese
paper confirm fail one. gee gee already

it proves my theory right, boyfriends
of pretty girls arent good-looking.

dinner made my stomach bloated up.
aunt treated me to jap buffet, 40 bucks
one person . went to raffles place new
balance shop before that. tired!.

I catch no balls, i dont understand u
and i ask no more, your lying yes i know.

take me as i am, i know but i dont follow

ha

yesterday i saw your bloodshot eyes

i saw you sweating trying to match the tempo

and most importantly i saw you suffering from

lactic acid. This tells me one thing, you're not ready.


vollebak beyond!

tmro is unknown, i will live for today

all that's left

om fuck. i was so screwed up.

sorry but i know it doesnt help anymore

it wont matter to you anymore.

enjoy life as it is for you

i slog

alright

time to get real

3 physics
2 math
2 english.
my head is slightly spinning

the world will do you good one day

now what?

1. you got no evidence then

2. i shot myself in the heart 33 hours ago.

3. sipping starbucks worrying this and that.

4. faris my real bro

5. education is too much of a bother.

6. down under seems too good an opportunity to miss.

7. its 4.15am now and i'm meeting them at 12pm.

this is random but i can predict whether u're gay or not
and its the real gay i'm talking about.

a lie so convincing ,

hellogoodbye

i lost everything overnight, it just feels like the
old bad days. everything went down to the drain
just like before. yes big guy, you control everything.
i gave it all this time, you took it all this time.

the element of surprise and shockness was there
good one i say. im not bouncing back anymore
since everything is pre-planned. jerk.

play me some amber -pacific and hellogoodbye.

Fuck i'm becoming emo.

thats it

o h shucks i called someone '' hellava singlish ang-moh girl''
and i never expect some sec 1 tracker to come to my blog.
Get this right i called her that b'cos she has one of the most
singlish-fy blogs i've come acrossed. and as usual i thought
she was ang-moh or probably mix. so dont go tell her that
i he-john abt her and i stabbed her behind so badly that
she'll cry hearing about it. she is sean's gf and he is my bro.

Ah i cycled from 10.15 pm till 2.40am. my legs hurt alot.
had supper with faris at pasir ris, sorry didnt jio you
cos i scared your parents start calling and start giving
us trouble. whoa cheese fries for $2.5 and chicken chop rice,ymm

fleur de lis

50382

So now i know, johnathan hobie sailor sends
nice songs to miss wee and miss wee then send
them to me. hmm what a small world, thks to friendster.

Nothing much happened this week except for valentines
which wasnt very special. Tried spying on couples
but couldnt find any, such disappointment.

i weigh 52.5 kg now so darn light, form coming
back in fitness. gotta do that damn 60 kg bench
press again. This week was damn slack b'cos
i had no homework at all, been psp-ing like crazy.

on the water in 5 days time hopefully the wind should
have shifted back by then. Found out sean yep's gf
haha she is one hellava singlish ang-moh girl.

I think therefore i am, will try to beat
your record.

Fleur

No smses phone calls emails skype.
I could have turned off my phone for
the past 5 days. losing it wont mean much.

Finally another competition is over, i'm
so burnt , tired and my hands and feet hurts.
light airs today, played some really good shifts
feeling good. 1,2,1,1,1,1,3..

Everyone's at my house now all my distant
family members. I'm not being very polite
by sitting in front of my laptop and not
talking to them. headphone's on and
listening to abit of jazz. bitter sweet symphony.

I gotta hand in chinese compre tomorrow
you think i'll do it?. i wont. i've given up
on chinese, i failed module one chinese test.
I really did studied, really did..

Still trying to get the hand dance thing right
apek can do it really well man. a bit of coordination.
I love my class, i hope ss teacher takes mc tmro.

I want to blog about something that no one will
know and wont be able to figure out, so fun.

how was special day? hmm not nice at all?
okay okay you can pierce your tongue,
just dont drag me along too.

-same ideology
-piercings
-hate school.

Your blood like ice, one look could kill.

he'

happy birthday!.

Its yours, 23 hours 32 mins left

so pls enjoy!

and buy that $15 singtel top-up card

you've got 23 hours 30 mins to do that.

hurry!.

oupa vole

Its her special day in exactly 24 hours time.

Its a beautiful day dont let it slip away:(

Take care, a better tomorrow. He'll fight on

live everyday as if it'll be your last, thats what
i told myself after hearing the news about the
loss of lionel's dad. No one expected anything like
that to happen, especially in sailing. Well it hit
me hard and thoughts flooded my mind.
'' why?'' i asked. Some things need no explaination.
time will not wait for us, if there's something
that you've always wanted to do. Now's the time,
i would want to leave this place saying '' been there
done that''. Be strong Lionel, you've got us
and we'll do whatever possible to make you feel better.

here's the song that i fell in love two years ago,
the song's to you, from faris and i.

Love,me


Chorus;
if you get there before i do, dont give up on me
i'll meet you when my chores are through
i dont know how long i'll be
but i'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see
between now and then , till i see you again
i'll be loving you. Love,me

emo freak not

emo emo emo. may i say wth? why emo
dammit everyone's talking about emo.
uh very nice to emo around is it?.
friends to cousins everyone wannabe emo
so you think emo is the in thing and the
latest trend is it. i got better things to do
than try to find another better identity.

Its a monthly thing, give them a week and
things will be sorted out. if case you guys
dont know what im talking about its call
the parents arguing syndrome. This time
its special because it involves me and my $.

Not being biased but i always feel that
guys are in the wrong when it comes to
relationship and shit. A good example will
be of my own parents/dad.

You people know too much about my personal
life already so can you pls dont come to my blog
anymore. I created this blog so i could see
how much i've changed over the months/years.
Even if its for the better/worse, ..

Put out the fire , stop the clock
burn the cheque, kill this soul.

romeo always bleeds till death

Clear

Flu cough fever and sore throat. wtf
who passed this shit to me?. furthermore
i sat beside ppl that were fine in the bus on tues.

dec-feb. when ppl fall ill easily, its
not nice having liquid food you know.
today, uncle talked abt the cash prize that
i got two nights ago, he said ''rich la confirm alot
of ppl ask for a treat one''. then he said
'' if you treat everyone it'll add up to afew
hundred bucks, so treat the ppl that deserve it''.

Sounds reasonable and neutral actually, if you
arse holes that constantly b-stab me behide my back
ask for a treat im ma gonna give you some good
sherminator ole shit. Those that have been supporting
me all the way, find a date and a treat you will get.

b -stabbers come from a few in 4A and sailing academy.
When will i sail again, what happened to dreams and aspirations?
You look like a boy and thats sick, not cool dude.


clear- 3 kiddos heheh and throw in a dog
its in the package as long as you
serve your life inprisonment faithfully.

TODAY THE YESTERDAY THAT KILLED TOMORROW

1,1,1,2,1,1,1. 10-15 knots

And now i know how it feels like to be peter burling

uh shucks i've got a project to hand in tmro and im so screwed.

nth much happening lately, and i know that my teachers are

gonna scold me tmro, havent completed all my homework yet.

My blog will turn a year old in about a month's time, 3000 visitors

currently since i put the counter on four months ago.



Nothing special for me to blog about except map awards is this thurs!.

and that im gonna have a hell week in sch, prepare for battle!.



where did i go wrong i lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness
and i would have stayed up with you all night had i known how to
save a life. - miss wee

4 A

Everybody dance now , swing it, say what

4 A

Everybody dance now , swing it, say what

bring

I hear your voice your calling me closer.

Dead boss, i cant feel my hands again. heh
what happened to sailing in 18-23 knots
in nz without gloves. Went shopping just
now for awards night stuff with my cousins.

And had fish and co for dinner, yumyum.
I'm so screwed now, homework's not done .
I'm so screwed now that jess is piss.

Another week of school and another chapter
continues, my aim for this week. To make
my day brighter and sch enjoyable.

i wish we all could win, i wish we all could smile.

pls do, for you'll save this soul. make a wise choice

Now, dont wait

Its been a shit ass week in school and more homework
not understanding what the fuck the teacher is teaching
in class. At least i had math make up today and im confident
of taking the test next week. Physio everyday and
i know my back is just hanging on , its gonna break soon.

Tuesday night was even more fucked let me say.
And why in the world have i been waking up
in the middle of the day for the past four nights in school.


Wednesday was good water trng but after trng at nsc
i saw the fucking sickest shit i've ever seen in my life.
Toying around and you think thats cool is it? I dont care
if you read this shit. HLMTFK. balls to you .

Thursday i had make up lessons physio and psycho.
psycho was one bad shit cos we werent talking about
sailing. And it reads now 169.5cm. i grew.

Friday. After school. Two periods of physics, one of chem
and another two of maths. godlike holy balls. i couldnt take
it. Went home had early dinner started with painting.
You got home and gave me a hella of scolding.

ya and you thought i was playing with you

in fact you were. right from the start.

Beautiful Love

Far away, I feel your beating heart
All alone, beneathe the crystal stars
Staring into space, what a lonely face
I'll try to find my place with you

What a Beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love

goodbye 2006

The year started off with stine and i quitting opti
and we got on to the 420 double handed boat
with me crewing and him helming. I have to thank
chun,dawn and liu jiao lian especially for their help
and tips on how to sail the boat right and fast.

Our first competition was the safyc changi regetta
where we finished 4th out of six boats. A pretty
average result if you ask me. Then it was selections
for asc- asian sailing championships, initially we thought
we could make it because they were suppose to
send two of the three male pairs but they were only
sending a pair. Without knowing much abt the boat
we sailed and i can say we pushed chun to the max
beating him a few races. And chun won asc

The period where everyone went asc was really tough
we did alot of self-trng and stine was always in his
normal working rate,enough to kill me anyway.
Then we heard about youth worlds selection and
more trng got underway especially both of
us in the gym trying to hit the 110kg mark.

We sailed youth worlds trials fully prepared
and confident not even losing to any guy pair
once in any race. We won but youth worlds
standards was really high, we trained under craig
in melbourne where he taught us how to
finish the race no matter what happens and
crew dynamics which i love.

We sailed our first 420 nationals and finished
2nd a result which i was happy with. Then in
one week's time we were at kiel week in germany
competiting against 153 other 420 boats, btw 420
nationals were also selections for asian games
with kiel week, and we had a 10 point lead against
chun. Kiel week was really fun and we chalked up
in 5 races, 14,10,1,4,13 with a overall standing
of 18th and won the selections for asian games.
The race that we got first in kiel, stine scared
the shit out of me during that black flag start
by starting in the middle on port tack
way above anyone else. We didnt get ocs anyway.


Next was youth worlds in weymouth. I think
youth worlds is like a mini olympics b'cos
every country was only allowed to send one
boat. We finished 18/33. I didnt expect
so much competition from the rest actually.
But we learnt much during the competition
and wee chin said we'll always improve with
age and time. And he was right.

Asian games- The biggest thing that ever
happened to the 22 of us in the sailing team.
Never have i seen so much team-work and
closeness between sailors. Supporting each
other and with maximum preparation
installed, we knew we could win this and
we sure did with two races to spare , needing
to only finish in the second last race.
Our races was 4,1,2,4,2,1,1,1,1,1,5,4,
the string of first was mostly bad starts.


420 Worlds 2007- my first worlds
at the worlds we make a point for everyone else
to remember that small boys like us can sail
in strong winds and its not all abt surviving.
even though we were 10-15 kg lighter we were
fighting with the big boys and the first three races
in worlds , we beat arg all three, aus two and brazil one.
Those that went to youth worlds last year they feared
us, knowing that the singaporean boys were ass
kicking in light airs. If the breeze stayed below
12 i'm pretty sure a top 5 was possible. we were
lying in 4th coming into the third day. No luck
in the last two days as the wind picked up
to 2o's range and swells. We didnt give up
and finished 15th overall and got a prize for
the youngest pair sailors.

thats all i think , will blog about my expectations
on sailing and studies soon. Spend like an hour
just typing all this down. I really should hit the
gym shouldnt i?.. Gotta get physio-ed first.

cheers 2006, you put a smile on my face.

2007 give me all you've got, come on!





normal tempo

2007

will update abt the past 2 months soon.
for now i'll just enjoy the new year
even though its 12th jan.


Looking forward to 2007

I will sail,sail i will

Gimme the shit that will kill me now.

cos i want the shit that will kill 'em.

superman save my day

i think i must have accidentally deleted all
my pictures and songs , 14 gb in total
nothing left on my laptop, i'm scrreeww

I cant even blog abt asian games cos i've
got no pictures to start with. cant believe
i'm leaving so soon which is a pretty good
thing, spending christmas in new zealand

No music at all it drives me crazy and
i cant take it anymore. effin hell

you better remember black first then pink

Summerjam

If you fall i will catch you i'll be waiting

time after time

sing this song

I screwed up whatever possible today.

give me luck
give me hope
give her credit

steady la

A slight intro of 3A.

Haikal's gone but the class will survive

Surely i'll miss squeezing haikal's tits ( who doesnt? )

hahas see the middle finger picture?

It was taken by our chem teacher.

Haikal we'll miss you especially your laughter

and bull shit. See you in a few months time bro

J J already

I think joanie is quite hot..

face it

The joy of my life
the hope of my life

I've been waiting for so long
since who knows when

And it just slip pass me
right in my face

It hurt and i overcame
i stopped but it came again

I ran and it chase after me
I gave up and it stopped

I didnt understand
but you insisted

I only dreamt
and you ignored

I took it seriously
you took me for granted

i teared
you laughed

Ole. fondue

Time after time my body and mental
toughness hasnt let me down..

Yesterday was the last gym trng b4 AG
i finally did 60kg for bench press..
My fitness is at its peak now, agility too.
feeling happy with my off water intensity.
Trng on water today was good, just felt happy
to be sailing. Doha seems so close and im
leaving in 6 days time, its suppose to
be rest but instead i've got freaking
exams starting tmro. I know i'm dead

And there';s no running away from it.
I gotta face it, studies are as impt at well


Time off my sexy wire, you have never
let me down and even though we only
met 6 weeks ago i felt i've known you
for a long time. you understood my needs
and my endurance in holding on to you.
I will never let you go, till the day you
snap and let me off.

Talking to my trapeze wire.( i miss you there)

I'll be behind you,

Honestly speaking i lead a good life,
except i'm a little dumb in studies
a little short for a 15 yo guy
a little too skinny for my own good .

And i know right now as im posting
there is this guy who is suffering,
he made a mistake and we all do too,
just that his is a little more serious.

I know that deep down he feels like shit,
unwanted, outcast. Lost of freedom
lost of self-confidence, but i know he'll
work hard to get everything back on
track as he always does.

I dedicate this post to you my bro,
we've never actually talked alot in sch
except the ''hey fuck teacher sucks and
knn why wake me up from sleep''.

nonetheless, hoping to see you in sch
soon and start cursing 'em. chill out and
enjoy your "break"' self-reflect and
take it like a man. For you my bro-

(sorry for the language used above in actual fact we do say it)

stay focus, on the right track

give me a song and i'll sing it like i mean it
give me the words and i'll say them like i mean it

someday i will be stronger

5 more days of trng and exam starts.
I'm hanging on there, i am.

Whats a typical day for me; School 9-11
Trng from 1-730. Tuition 8-10.

mmm when the going gets tough
i'm gonna get tough

Smoking

Eh dont feel like blogging anymore.Asean starts
tmro and i'm flying off in 15 days time. Trng
under craig for the last three days has been
awesome confidence growing heaps. Have been doing gym
for four days now its been crazy i tell you, hypertrophy
is just like a nightmare but it'll do me shite goods.

Gonna make that extra push to gain that 2 kg in 15 days.
Doing 50kg bench press now and hoping to hit 60kg
b4 19 november. Bloody exams such a pain in my
arse. Will update the blog soon i'm too lazy man.

Rest day tomorrow and back to the most challenging
sport in the world on sunday-sailing.

Aint no river wide enough